Sadness engulfs me
No matter how you try
Can't go backwards
Time doesn't stand still
You can not see the past
What you think is deceit
Which in reality is not
For in my mind
I was the one deceived
I was the one who was abandoned
Left with stuff
Supposedly to take the place
Of love and attention
Abandoned I seen no choice
But to go
How many times I cried out
How many times you shrugged me off
You can only be alone so much
You can only feel like no one
For so long
You don't keep taking the pain
Without something coming from it
So now going on is the only choice
Your hate will not pass
And I won't take the blame
Going on with your life
Sooner or later
You will get what you want
But I am not it
To much pain
Get past it
Is hard to go back
In your mind you are right
In mine I am
So there is no compromise
Nothing but the end
